The feeling is still in the surface. Maybe it’s a little weaker but it still hopes for the smallest possibility. Honestly, I’m working out to be a slimmer than my big frame but I take this challenge thinking I can be a better me. I really feel more confident walking around and I feel really bad when I eat sweets or unhealthy food. Later, when I saw you and get to talk to you after awhile, then I realize that a part of me wants you to see what you want to. The ‘fit’ frame of me but I’m not going to continue this for you or just a ‘revenge’ against you. I’m doing this for me. The better me because I deserve this.